i like it like that

my argument is invalid?

2010-12-29T16:06:00.000+07:00

your life is invalid, bitch.

au revoir

2010-11-19T20:29:00.000+07:00

I'm going to have my blog under maintenance for a few days. we I am sorry for the inconvenience.

basically, life is being ~~good~~ a jerk. as always. I lost at the japanese competition, but at least my senior won. he won an ipod nano. congratulations, billy :)

anyway. I met my bestie at the mall. nadia. I barely knew that she was there until she called me like crazy. I ran out of words. hugging her was the first thing I could do. She told me how her life is in less than 2 minutes, and so did I. we talked a lot of thing, stuff, and others. I can't believe I miss her so badly. my head is filled with a bunch of things while I was talking to her.

that made life being even more gay.

I don't live that far from her, but time completely separated us. I felt guilty, and I felt that I'm such a jerk. it's an irony indeed that we haven't met since we went to high schools.

back when we were in junior high, we were like twins, you could say. I always go wherever she would go. we talked like 24 hours a day and will never ran out of topic. This is my first time meeting her since I stepped into high school life. I never think I would miss her so damn much. It was like meeting a long lost sibling. we talked not for long and we said bye. I hugged her again before I whispered "bye, princess" to her and left. I really wished that before I left, I could say "let's meet again" and

I miss you, I miss how close we were and I miss everything about us. if we meet again, let's have a cup of tea and tell me about your story.

and I know that

5 minutes is never enough to tell the story of us.

xoxo,

your lady in waiting.

i like it like that

2010-11-13T14:53:00.000+07:00

i simply apologize for abandoning my blog for such a long time. I just don't have the right time to take care of it. well, anyway, happy belated birthday to becky togashi. She deactivated her blog long ago so. yeah. anyway. I'm going to have a japanese kanji competition tomorrow, wish me luck.

speaking about competition, life is being such a jerk lately. I used to be a workaholic in school. a nerd. geek. I'm all about scores, marks, and stuff like that but now I simply become a jackass.

and I don't care. at all.

it's not that I'm stupid or stuff, I'm just, well, you can say I'm just simply unmotivated.

november's supposed to be the best month, but as I said earlier. life's being such a jerk. exams are coming. fml.

so, see you next week, I guess. keep liking "it" like "that"

me is back

2010-09-08T22:50:00.000+07:00

101th post, I'm back in one piece, and a new camera. I kind of regretted why didn't I choose photography as my extracurricular activities. now I'm stuck in debating club. I'm starting to take lots of pictures these days. I need some comments okay? I'm still an amateur. lol. see my pictures here: readySETaction.

I chopped off my hair recently, when I saw my photo on independence day, I was surprised of how long my hair was. now I regret cutting it short. I looked like a freak. it's superficial. whatever.

after taking some pictures, I realized that I fell in love with this orange green tea.

don't ask me why, I just like this shot, ahahaha. see you guys around. xoxo

when it comes to red and white

2010-08-21T14:21:00.000+07:00

greetings, earthlings. I came back with pictures spam. first of all, let me say

Happy 65th birthday Indonesia!

We celebrated our independence at school. They told us to come to school with red and white as our dress-code.
these photos were taken on august 18th, the day after our independence day.
we had a flag ceremony on the 17th and competitions on the 18th.

lotsa fun, lotsa love. we lost though :\
i'm currently in a relationship with school. see me next weekend.

xoxo.

something about debates and choir

2010-08-05T19:14:00.000+07:00

as you can see. I feel that I'm facing a lot of choices nowadays.
and I regretted that I picked too many wrong choices.
the principal told me that our extracurricular activities in my school affects our marks,
at first, I thought that I'm going to join the korean club. then again, I was wrong. When we were on our orientation, the clubs demonstrated their activities. I was amazed. I fell in love immediately with smukiez choir and english debate. I never thought that my parents allow me to join the choir, so I wrote english debate. when I got home, I asked my parents whether I can join the choir or not, and they said yes. I was like I'm-so-joining-this-thing. but unfortunately, I lost my voice. literally, when they announced the date of the audition. I didn't sign up for the audition and here I am, left with english debate. I was so depressed. the choir has successfully won my heart, yet I n't join it. I was so sad. I mean it. They also said that this year's choir is kind of special since it's currently 25 years old. I was so jealous with my friends :( they joined the choir. I failed miserably -_-

sorry for any grammar mistakes. English is not my official language

s-c-h-o-o-l

2010-07-29T17:09:00.000+07:00

scream your thoughts, people!

yes. school is really tiring. and I mean it. screw those homeworks.
technically speaking, I won't update my blog as often as before, but I'm trying here.
just wish me luck, okay?

p.s. school sucks. thankfully, my classmates don't

ciao.

viva espana !

2010-07-12T13:52:00.000+07:00

school is starting. as you can see, I moved ! woohoo.
bought so many items yesterday but too lazy to post it. kekeke.
by the way. congrats for spain ! you deserved it. viva espana !
i'm gonna miss those world cup commercials. lol

thanks for the award, sourapple. :)

pass it to the others !
Ivy
Cile
Griffin

ciao. :D

being ugly and pretty

2010-07-05T19:18:00.001+07:00

someone said to me that every little girl is pretty from the start.
I look into the mirror and say "God must have made a few exceptions"

I just don't care anymore.

undescribeable

2010-07-03T16:38:00.001+07:00

dear mom and dad,

it's not like i'm childish or whatsoever
JUST BUY ME A DSLR ALREADY.
nikon d5000 please :D

i need one ohkay? :(

xoxo, your daughter.

shipwreck

2010-06-23T10:27:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

my blog is a total shipwreck right now. the html codes are killing my head :\
i'm wondering about how to add a tab. too lazy to google it :|

anyway, this shipwreck post is dedicated to rebecca♥.
she deactivated her blog long time ago. well, i just want to say thanks for the birthday gift.
sorry for the post title. it doesn't match your gift :b

i looked like a ghost @@. love the tigger :)

the birthday card. lotsa love from becky♥.

it's her facebook page on my laptop screen. i wrote something on her wall :p

thanks for the gift becky. sorry for belated post. :(

love you xx

etcetera :

stupid face :P i'm still doing my essay fyi -_-

-You are only young once, but you can stay immature indefinitely. ~Author Unknown

denim

2010-06-22T16:42:00.000+07:00

thinking about making a fashion blog but I think it's kinda hard. :\

1. I don't think I'm fashionable

2. my face is an epic fail -_-

well, anyway, I just wear what I want to wear. as long as it looks good on me, I'll take it :p

sorry for being a camwhore. lol. feel free to comment.

scream the brands:

denim dress - zara trf

bangle - the little thing she needs

camera - fujifilm instax polaroid

i'm currently doing my essay. wikipedia is my best friend.

unfinished essay. lol.

i'm trying to make a fashion blog. hope everyone can give me some advices :P

doing my essay. ciao.

-“Oh my God, she's fashion road-kill!” - Standford.

uncomplicated

2010-06-21T21:05:00.013+07:00

bad quality pictures spam. bam.

my face = epic FAIL
a big no no.

was trying to stand up when my brother suddenly click the "snap" button. it's a sudden pose.

<-- mom's sudden pose. was talking to my mom and Dre click on the snap timer. i look like a retard here. i edited my pic with mom & bro. so yellow huh?

scream the brands:
necklace - vivocity accessories stand. singapore
top - sogo
shorts - samuel&kevin
bangle - the little thing she needs
ring - swatch bijoux
wallet - volcom

since formspring is being such a jerk at the moment, i'm answering mily's question here.
if i'm not mistaken mily asked:

"what style would you class yourself in?"

this is a good question :/ to be honest, i don't really know what to answer. but I wouldn't class myself in one specific style. I kinda go with everything that looks good on me :)

i hope formspring is fixed. i want to ask people questions :P

oh, and yes. my face is a big no no. -_-

p.s. Dre. you keep laughing at "my face is a big no no" line and i punch your face & make it a bigger no no.

-“Only great minds can afford a simple style.”

wondergirls

2010-06-20T22:32:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

current mood: upset. so, basically, wondergirls had their concert today, and the tickets are sold out. I envy all of them who went there. i was like so happy when i heard that the ticket is super cheap. my friend said etude house provided the tickets. if we buy something with the minimal price of IDR 250k, we'll get one ticket. it's darn cheap. Rain's ticket was way more expensive -_-.

some of my friends went there. lucky them. my twitter's timeline is all about wondergirls' concert. and unfortunately, all of my friends' complaints ( and mine ) about how they don't get any tickets.

well, it's useless to sulk now. but i promised myself, if SHINee or UKISS or Super Junior come to Jakarta, I'll be the first one who buy their vip ticket. Just wait !

-"머리는 지운 것을 심장이 기억한다: the heart remembers what the head erased"

something about giveaway2

2010-06-17T22:45:00.000+07:00

dear readers and bloggers.

i think this month is giveaway-month. giveaways are everywhere @@
now i feel so greedy by participating in 3 giveaways. but you guys wouldn't mind rightt??? *puppyeyes*

first of all. I wish you a happy birthday, Ken :D
he did this giveaway due to his birthday :)

he wrote the guideline in his blog.

join the giveaway and promote his blog guys ! :D wish you all goodluck ! :)

the prizes are awesome :D

p.s. if you see this post and decided to join the giveaway, don't forget to say it to him XD kkk

something about giveaway

2010-06-17T11:52:00.001+07:00

Dear bloggers and readers.

first of all, I want to say happy 1 month anniversary to Stevia from The Sweetest Escape
Join The Sweetest Escape's giveaway :D

unfortunately this give away is only for Indonesian Bloggers.

how to:
1. follow the rules in her blog
2. win the cute necklace :D

easy right?

now see the necklace:

so cute rightt? i always have 'a thing' for twins :)

I wish everybody Good Luck on winning the necklace. :)

first experience.

2010-06-13T22:14:00.002+07:00

dear damned diary,

i've been pissed off these days. my brother is such a jerk. he ruined my chinese lesson, he cancelled my plan, and he brainwashed my dad to forbid me buying SLR. you're a gay, dude. GAY! YOU HEAR ME. no offense

ANYWAY.

we went fishing today. first time fishing :D. the place's quite nice but i don't want to go there again :\ my skin scraped and i'm afraid it got blacker.i think & i actually don't hope so. i don't like getting my skin burned, ohkay? -_-

took some photos:

the fish i got.

had some fun haha :D but I quarreled with my dad in the car. thanks to my brother. i was kind of annoyed and i turn my phone volume to the max. I played "Your love is my drug" by ke$ha and kept replaying it on our way home. I entered my room and when my brother tried to go in, i kept throwing things at him. and he told dad and dad scolded me. shyt. fuck your life, dude. i hate you so damn much that i want to stab you with my cutter. yes, i'm psycho. you don't need to ask me.

thankfully, my mom said she'll buy me one. but i still have to save up some money. she will pay half only.

p.s. i'll give you hell tomorrow dude. i'm too tired today.

-"'cause your love your love your love is my drug !" - ke$ha

iphone 4G

2010-06-12T18:09:00.001+07:00

apple says: this changes everything, again. literally!

i don't know what to say. i bought my 3gs like 5 or 6 months ago. and apple launched the newer one a few days ago.

thanks a lot -_-

this is karma express. real karma express. i had a conversation with my friend on msn. he just bought macbook pro and 2 months later, a newer version was launched. i laughed at him.

and it's my turn now. he laughed at me. -_____-

we're even now. i don't want to say bad things anymore. i learned my lesson and i'm afraid of my own karma.

p.s. we're even now. bring melon when we're hanging out and i'm gonna bite you in the face. rawr.

-“Technology is like a fish. The longer it stays on the shelf, the less desirable it becomes.” - Andrew Heller

holiday sucks sometime

2010-06-10T13:44:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

this holiday sucks. i won't go anywhere until the 4th of july and school is starting on 9th july. thanks to my sister. curse NationalTaiwanUniversityofArts. no offense. hurry up and give your students holiday already. and guess what. my sister will go to the states on july not with me but with my relative. i bet they do this on purpose.

let's see this thing on my point of view:

they don't want me to spend all of their money so they decided to go on july facts
my sister want to apply at 8 different universities in the states and her holiday is from 4th july and my school starts from 9th july and and and and argh ! they won't let me go. alibi...oh shyt

fml. nice planning sista -_- ...

so i spend most of my time reading manga."code: breaker" which was written by my favorite mangaka: kamijyo akimine. it makes my day.

check it out. it's good actually. since most of the characters are hot handsome. you guys rock.

I warned you sista. you gotta buy me tons of bath & body works and juicy couture when you get there.
p.s. and oh, i don;t think you can put all of my stuff in your suitcase. you gotta buy a new one.

tee-hee ♥

london, paris, maybe tokyo

2010-06-05T16:52:00.000+07:00

i want to travel around the world.
seriously.

-“A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.” – Lao Tzu

-“Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

-“Two roads diverged in a wood and I – I took the one less traveled by.” – Robert Frost

peace & wonderland

2010-06-02T23:06:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

watched news just now and realized that i grew up being too ignorant about the world. too cruel.
the people in the war, i never imagine how hard it is when i'm in the their position.
now i realized how cruel i am. :(
that's why i'll pray for them. pray for their safety, pray for their freedom, and pray for the world's peace.
let's pray for israeli and palestinian. let's hope that they'll stop the war. no more blood, no more war. :)
call me melodramatic and stuff but i really wish for world's peace.

-where is the love?

anyway. i watched alice in the wonderland by tim burton today. and yes. I'M TOUCHED.
to be honest, i'm a huge fan of alice in the wonderland. and i'm thankful that they chose johnny depp to be mad hatter. i can see the muchness :p he is the best mad hatter EVER.
i took some shot last night. i planned to make it "alice" somehow. but i think i'm bad at it -_-
check it out :)

i haven't bought slr camera :( so i took all of this with iphone. :(
tell me what you think :) thanks :)

-curiouser and curiouser

-have i gone mad?
i'm afraid so. but let me tell you a secret, all the best people are.

oh we're all mad here. from the second you fell down the rabbit hole, you're mad.

iHeartEF

2010-06-01T18:03:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

my EnglishFirst teacher bought me a cake to celebrate my belated birthday. gosh. it really made me happy.

they really made me laugh, a lot.

so. this is what we celebrated that day:

1. my belated birthday

2. my friend winning his award for the best interior designed car

3. and May: for restraining herself from saying "ihhhh", "laaaa~", and the other for 10 whole minutes:D

fyi. 'ihhh', 'laaar', 'dongg' and whatsoever are indonesian slang useless suffix :P

i edited it in my phone so it looked kind of lomo. it's chocolate fudge cake. "Best Cake Ever" Jamie said :p

we spent our time in class eating cakes when suddenly EF had a blackout. due to our window-less classroom, we moved and eat the cakes outside instead.

and that's when the other classes saw what are we eating. especially the children's class.

HA. MADE Y'ALL JEALOUS DIDN'T I?

we ate like crazy, made everyone jealous, and well, we screamed like crazy :P

it was when stephany misheard(?) a slap-like-sound. since the girls were gossiping stuffs so what's left was my teacher and my friend. YES, THEY'RE HEs. MEN, M-A-L-E.

and she jumped into the conclusion randomly. she pointed at Jamie and screamed.

"YOU SLAPPED HIS BUTT"

what the hell. i'm eating a large piece of cake and i swear i almost choked myself to death. we bursted into laughters and became the center of attention. ><

Karl, my other teacher WHO was teaching the other class WHICH is in the same floor rushed to us and asked what happened. we kind of explained it to him and he smiled. the next thing i knew was Karl asking my friend whether he enjoyed it or not. we laughed and screamed again. even our tears were coming out :p

anyway, i just want to say thanks for the surprise guys. heart you guys so damn much :)

and thanks for the joke. :D:D

i swear if i was drinking cokes, i'd choked myself to death.

LOL

SHINee♡2

2010-05-25T23:33:00.001+07:00

{SHINee} 100525 Message from Lee Taemin (Subbed)

Translation:
Hello I’m SHINee’s maknae, Taemin~!!^^

Everyone from SHINee World!

It’s been a long time since I wrote something at ‘From SHINee’..

Everyone know what day today is, right?? ㅎㅎ It’s out 2nd anniversary!!

We made so many exciting & unforgettable memories with you guys for 2 years,

First, I still can’t forget the feeling at my debut stage

I didn’t realize that it’s been 2 years.. You guys are feeling the same, right? ㅎㅎ

I’m glad by the fact that SHINee World exists^^

In the future, you will still loving us unconditionally right??

From today, I’m going to catch those hearts again ^^;;;;

Just like my trainee days!!

In the future, we want to be a more-shining SHINee & improve more. I’m greedy

You guys also think like that, right? We will release our next album soon, so please look forward to it

We will show you our full of improvement images!

See you next time, Ppyong^♥
———————————
credits: dianapetrina + shiningshawols

{SHINee} 100525 Message from Choi Minho

[From. Min Ho] 안녕하세요~ 불꽃카리스마 민호 입니다.

SHINee World 여러분….
안녕하세요~ SHINee의 불꽃카리스마 민호에요!

여러분 오늘은 저희가 데뷔한지 2년이 되는 날이에요!
정말…. 아직도 잊지 못 할 2008년 5월25일의 첫 방송이 엊그제 같은데
벌써 시간이 너무나 빠르게 지나갔어요…

2년 동안 형제 같은 멤버들과 항상 수고해 주시는 스텝 분들 그리고
사랑하는 SHINee World 여러분과 함께 울고 웃을 수 있어
너무나 행복하고 즐거웠던 시간이었던 것 같아요….

이렇게 많은 추억들이 새록새록 떠오르고
머리 속에 아직도 잊혀지지 않고 남아있어요.
정말 항상 너무나 감사하고 또 감사해요!

앞으로의 갈 길은 더욱더 멀고 많이 남았지만
지금 달려온 이 시간 동안 팬 여러분을 얻었다는 것이
너무나 소중하고 앞으로도 많은 힘이 될 것 같아요.. ^^

여러분과 만난 순간부터 저는 길고도 긴 영화 한편을 찍는 듯 한 느낌이에요~
기쁜 일도 있다가 슬픈 일도 있다가 여러분과 더 많은 시간을 가지고 좋은 영화가 되고 싶어요~
앞으로도 여러분과 항상 같이하고 항상 함께해요………….
항상 초심 잃지 않는 최민호가 될게요!

팬 여러분… 너무 감사합니다.
그리고 SHINee World 사랑해요…….. 앞으로도 잘 부탁드립니다………

P.S. 사진을 같이 올려드리려고 했는데 연결이 잘 안되네요.ㅠ
조금 있다가 저녁에 꼭 올려 드릴께요 ^^

Translation:
[From Minho] SHINee World….
Hello~ I’m SHINee’s flaming charisma, Minho!

Everyone, today’s our 2nd anniversary!
Really…. 25th May 2008, the unforgettable day, seems like it was yesterday.
Time flies so fast…

To my brother-like SHINee members & hard worker staffs,
I’ll be able to cry & laugh with SHINee World
It was a really happy & exciting time….

So many memories emerging right now
There’s so many things that I couldn’t forget yet.
I’m always thankful and again, Thank you!

Although the path we’re walking is still far
To be able to depend on you fans
It’s really precious & it will be my strength in the future.. ^^

When I first meet you guys, it’s like watching a movie~
There’s happiness & sadness. I want to make share a lot of time with you guys & make a great movie~
In the future we’ll still be with you guys, and we will always be………….
To be Choi Minho who won’t lose his original intention!

Fans… I’m really thankful.
SHINee World, I love you…….. In the future, please treat us well………

P.S. I wanted to put a photo, but the connection is not good right now.ㅠ
I’ll upload it at night^^
—————————
credits: dianapetrina + shiningshawols

SHINee♡2

2010-05-25T22:34:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

let's see what SHINee think about their 2nd anniversary :)

{SHINee} 100525 Message from Lee Jinki

[From. Onew] 안녕하세요 ~ SHINee의 리더 온유입니다.
여러분 앞에 서게 된지 벌써 2년이란 시간이 훌쩍 지났네요..
항상 사랑해 주시는 팬 여러분들 생각하면서 글을 씁니다.
정말 잊지 못할 나날들 진심으로 여러분께 감사 드린다는 말을 하고 싶네요 ^^
처음 무대에 섰을 때, 감격의 첫 1위, 신인상 받았을 때 등등 …
여러분과 함께해서 더욱 좋은 시간이었던 것 같아요 !!!!
진심으로 다시 한번 감사 드리고 ,
더욱 사랑해주시리라 믿어 의심치 않습니다.
사랑합니다 ^^
- 온유올림 -
Translation:
Hello~ I am SHINee’s leader Onew.

2 years have zipped by since we first came to stand in front of you all..
I am writing this as I think about the fans who always love us.
I want to say that I am sincerely thankful to you all for the truly unforgettable days ^^
The first time we stood on stage, our thrilling first 1st place, when we received the Best Newcomers Award and more
I think these times were even better because we did them with you all !!!!
Once again I sincerely thank you,
and I believe that you will love us all the more so I do not have any doubts.
I love you ^^
- from Onew -
——————————
credits: SHINeeShawols + SHINee Soompi Thread + shiningshawols

{SHINee} 100525 Message from Kim Jonghyun

안녕하세요 샤이니의 블링블링 종현입니다~!정말 오랜만의 프롬 쌰이니네요!!
프쌰!!!예압 뻬베ㅎ
잘지내셨나요 ㅎ
우리의 누나들과 산소들과 미녀들과 줄리엣과 링딩동들? 응?제가 이렇게 오랜만에 프샤로 여러분에게 인사를 드린 이유는!!!바로„„
오늘이 저희 샤이니의 데뷔 2주년이기 때문입니다!!!
2년이라는 짧은 시간 동안 여러분을 만나고~ 무대를 함께 만들어 나가면서 많은 추억이 있었죠~저희의 데뷔~ 그리고 첫 1위~리팩키지 앨범과 첫 미니앨범~ 그리고 첫 3주 연속 1위까지~우리가 2년 동안 함께 이룬 것들이라구요 ^^
아직 갈 길이 많이 남아지만 여러분들과 함께라면 겁나는 게 없어요…!!!!앗.. 손발이…………………….;

샤이니 월드 !!보고 이쒀여!?!?!
앞으로 더 잘 해보자구요~ㅎㅎ
고맙고 사랑해
내 사람들…♥

Translation:

Hello this is SHINee�s Bling Bling Jonghyun~!

It has been a really long time since the last From SHINee!!
Pusha!!!
Yep bbebe ㅎ
Have you been well ㅎ
Our Nunas and Oxygens and Beauties and Juliettes and RingDingDongs? Hmm?
The reason why I am greeting you all after all this time through From SHINee!!!
Is exactly„„
Because today is SHINee’s 2 year anniversary since our debut!!!
In the short period of 2 years we met all of you~ and there have been many good memories as we created a stage together and moved forward~
Our debut~ and our first 1st place~ repackage album and first mini album~ and even wining 1st place for 3 weeks straight for the first time~
These are things we have accomplished together during the past 2 years ^^
There is still more to travel down this road but if it is with you all then I have nothing to fear!!!!
Ack.. my hands and feet…………;
SHINee World !!
Are you watching!?!?!
Let’s try to do better in the future~ㅎㅎ
Thank you and I love you
My people♥
————-
credits: Soompi + shiningshawols

{SHINee} 100525 Message from Kim Kibum

[From. Key] 와우!!! 2주년 입니다! 시간 참 빠르죠 ㅠㅠ
파란옷 입고 첫방송 하던 그 기분이 아직도 생생한데~
멤버들 그리고 주위에 저희를 도와주시는 많은 분들
마지막으로 빼놓을 수 없는 SHINee WORLD 여러분들 덕분이에요~
앞으로도 즐기며! 우리같이! 만들어가요~ 고마워요 ~
사랑해요

Translation:
[From. Key]
Wow!!! it’s the 2nd anniversary! Time is so fast T-T. The feeling when I debuted wearing blue is still vivid in my mind~I thanks to SHINee members, many people around me who help me always, and you, SHINee WORLD
I love you!

————————
credits: shakizi.com + shiningshawols
translation by: @Navi93

and that's what they thought about their 2nd SHINeeversary. unfortunately, I haven't found message from Taemin and Minho, but I'll post it as soon as possible if I found them :)

credits to shiningshawols and soompi and the others. :)

SHINee♡

2010-05-24T22:05:00.000+07:00

happy 2nd anniversary ,SHINee♡. 파이팅! ㅋㅋㅋ :) !
i'm so happy that your anniversary is on the day after my bday :)

picture's credit: google :)

officially15

2010-05-24T10:29:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

first of all. thanks for mom and dad for giving birth to me 15 years ago.

i am officially 15 years old now. so old huh?

when i was 14, i wanted to turn back into 13. but now, i want to turn into 14 again :|

anyway. i'm 15 now and i hope i can become better and better. :p

*make a wish

SHINee will say 생일축해합니다 to me.

just a wish though.

oh and thanks for the wishes guys. i appreciate it. whether they're from phone call, sms, msn, facebook, twitter, and the other. every little wish counts :)

hey myself, 생일축해~ ㅋㅋㅋ

-We know we're getting old when the only thing we want for our birthday is not to be reminded of it. ~Author Unknown

-Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional. ~Chili Davis

Who is your K-pop boyfriend?

2010-05-20T20:00:00.004+07:00

Kim Kibum a.k.a Key

You are funny yet u have a really weird but cute laugh..just like our Key. You two would be perfect couples ^_^

this quiz rocks ! totally roflmao.~ :D

p.s. i'm a locket, just fyi :p credits to roflquiz :)

unofficial birthday(s)

2010-05-18T12:54:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

i celebrated my our unofficial birthday in 慈济 last sunday. well, actually i celebrated mother's day first then we celebrated our birthday. take a look :)

mom showing off my filled-with-lotsa-love handmade card :p do i look like my mom btw?

and for a thousand blahblah hundredth time, PEACE :D roflmao.

just fyi, 慈济/ tzu chi is a Buddhist foundation. :)

bryan and me are in light blue shirts, it's our uniform.
the rest, which are in dark blue clothes are my 师姑s. they're our instructors
the one with the glasses is my 老师, and the one between me and bry is my aunt. :D

made a wish a lot of wishes LOL

p.s. i hate those eyebags~

-A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip. ~Author Unknown

-In childhood, we yearn to be grown-ups. In old age, we yearn to be kids. It just seems that all would be wonderful if we didn't have to celebrate our birthdays in chronological order. ~Robert Brault

one photo, a thousand memories.

2010-05-17T19:28:00.001+07:00

who knows one blank photo could bring back a thousand memories?

.....

quite ironic, huh?

-The past is never dead, it is not even past. ~William Faulkner

something about cheshire cat

2010-05-11T21:43:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

let's hear my thoughts about cheshire cat, shall we?

someone said that i'm like a cheshire cat. with mischievous smile and stuff

i guess it's true. not to mention that he's mischievous, he's also free.

he doesn't tie anything nor tied by anything.

and i guess i am not tied by that someone anymore. i'm proud of that.

i promised that i'll be as free as that cat.

i'll smile widely as the cat does.

and trust no one as the cat does.

no one understand the pain he feels, the loneliness he had.

no one smiled for him, no one cried for him.

i've always believed, he does cry sometime. it's just that he never show it.

so, he grins instead.

well, someone, i guess you guessed me right. i'm like a cheshire cat after all

oh and please don't call me melodramatic, i just feel like writing this stuff :p

-and thus, if i cry, will you hear this inaudible cry?

something about farewell

2010-05-11T09:56:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

sorry for the late comment reply and posts. i actually attended my school's farewell party and my dad doesn't allow me to bring my laptop there.

and yes, i did take some photos. those are some of my teachers and friends.

oh and you can see me there :p the only one who's not black and white :)

i did have some fun, but as soon as i got out from the bus, i threw up. carsick i think :|

well, as long as i had fun, i think it's okay :D lol.

-You and I will meet again when we're least expecting it

One day in some far off place, I will recognize your face

I won't say goodbye my friend, For you and I will meet again

~Tom Petty

when it comes to life

2010-05-10T20:09:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

this is what i thought:

"when you said it's life, i'll say it's those fragments of puzzle.
when you said it's karma, i'll say it's the vice versa-s of life"

well i know i just made something seemed complicated, i just felt like it.

when somebody ask me. i'd say that this life is a puzzle, and we are the fragments.
when we meet somebody else, i'd think that we're trying to combine the fragments
sometime, we try to combine those fragments.
the first fragment might say that they're compatible with the other.
but the other might say they're not.
we'll be disappointed and think that we're gonna be okay when we're all by ourselves.
then again, we must know that one fragment won't make the whole puzzle complete.
it's all seemed so simple, but truth to be told, it's complicated.

and again, that's what we called life.

-life is a puzzle, and we're the fragments.
-人生は判じ物, そして,私達はそれのかけら

something about being pissed off.

2010-05-05T20:25:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF. literally. you know i'm one of those girl who love animation movies, anime, and stuff like that. well, to be honest, i love that nickelodeon's cartoon called 'Avatar: The Last Airbender' (well, it's good, duh! ). that's one good thing. i loved that cartoon since it aired on tv for the first time. oh and yes, i fell in love with zuko XD he's so damn handsome, duh *cough* another good thing.

okay. there's a scar. so what? it makes him hotter XD
....
okeh okeeh. i was crazy there. sorry :(

well. the ORIGINAL plan says that Jesse Mccartney has been casted for the role of Zuko, BUT i don't know what in the hell is M. Night Shyamalan thinking so he gave the role to the other guy who doesn't look like zuko. at all.

jesse mccartney as zuko

actually it's not entirely shyamalan fault since jesse had another business. but still. I NEED HANDSOME ZUKO !

okay, i know i'm being a total freak here. bear with it will 'ya? -__-

oh and credits to google :)

-Is it just me, or was that guy kinda cute?

something about thoughts

2010-05-03T10:42:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

i am currently enjoying my holiday. i'm not officially graduated yet or something, but you can take it that way.
by the way, i'm moving from my current junior high to a christian high school. i just can't wait to go there. but something in my head keeps bugging me off.
lately, i've been thinking about how selfish i am. spending my time on twitter made me realize that God really gave me friends from the beginning, it's just me who didn't realize it.

and that's when I got my karma.

i've just realized how kind my friends are. they treat me like their siblings. and when i realized it, it's too late. we're moving further and further apart. we're parting 'cause we have our own path. it's true that i accepted the andrew-will-go-to-the-college, nadia-moved-somewhere, and someone-disappeared-and-i-don't-care-anymore. but i'm not ready with all of this farewell stuff. you know i cry easily, and when i cry, i'm unstoppable.

well. there's only 1 thing i can do. smile. it's the key to happiness. you taught me that.

-loversinlondon smile though your heart is aching, smile even though its breaking. -Glee #loversinlondon

-thanks for the memories. i'll cherish it forever

-"We are all like fireworks. We Climb, shine, and always go our separate ways and become further apart. But if that time comes, let's not disappear like a firework, and continue to shine forever"

by the way. say happy bday to my blog will you? she's 1 year old ;)

thanks for your hard work

2010-05-01T20:43:00.001+07:00

i took this photo from my car. when i was on my way to the mall, you can see the arrow on the road. it's pointing to the entrance gate haha :D
and that security guard was lucky enough to got in my photo. lmaoo

thanks for your hard work, officer !

-おつかれさまでした!! :D

마지막 선물

2010-04-26T23:31:00.000+07:00

눈을 뜨기 조차 싫었어
솔직히 믿기지 않았어
마지막 헤어지잔 인사는
낯설기만 하니까
터지는 한숨만 자꾸 뱉어
두려워 가슴이 맺혀
한마디 예고 없이 이별
건네는 널 어떻게 믿어
I don’t know why I can’t move on
발걸음이 떨어지질 않아
거짓말 같아 오늘 하루가
가슴 한쪽이 아파와

너에게 끼워준 반지가
내 손에 차갑게 돌아와
내 마음도 같이 돌려받은
마지막 선물
이별인 걸

나만의 추억들일까
영화 한 장면처럼 널 만났던
기억이 날 놓질 않는지
나만 아픈 건지
I don’t know why I can’t move on
니가 다시 돌아올 것 같아
혹시 지금쯤 후회 중일까
난 아직도 움직일 수 없어

너에게 끼워준 반지가
내 손에 차갑게 돌아와
내 마음도 같이 돌려받은
마지막 선물
언제부터 어긋난 건지
어디부터 잘못된 건지
내 마음이 너를 놓지 않아
정말 끝인지
이별인 걸
난 쉽지 않아 내 인사처럼
내 마음이 내 맘처럼 되질 않아
널 잊으려 다짐을
독하게 해봐야겠지
잘 견딜 수 있게

너에게 끼워준 반지가
내 손에 차갑게 돌아와
내 마음도 같이 돌려받은
마지막 선물
이별인 걸
언제부터 어긋난 건지
어디부터 잘못된 건지
내 마음이 너를 놓지 않아
정말 끝인지
나에겐 one last love

I hated opening my eyes
Honestly, I didn’t believe it
Because this last good bye
Was so unfamiliar.
I only heard my sudden sighs
I’m scared and my heart is bound
How can I believe you,
When you said goodbye without any notice?
I don’t know why I can’t move on
My feet won’t move from the spot
This day feels like a lie
A side of my chest hurts so much

The ring that I placed on your finger
Has coldly returned to my hand
Along with my heart.
The last gift
Is heartbreak

Are these only my memories?
Meeting you it was like a scene from a movie
Why won’t my thoughts leave me alone?
Am I the only one in pain?
I don’t know why, I can’t move on
I feel like you will come back
Maybe you are regretting it now?
I still can’t leave from this spot

The ring that I placed on your finger
Has coldly returned to my hand
Along with my heart.
The last gift
Since when did we go awry?
From where did it go wrong?
My heart really won’t let you go
Is this really the end?
The thing called goodbye.
This is not easy for me, like my goodbye
My heart won’t follow my words
In order to forget you
I will make some harsh promises
So that I can endure

The ring that I placed on your finger
Has coldly returned to my hand
Along with my heart.
The last gift
Is goodbye
Since when did we go awry?
From where did it go wrong?
My heart really won’t let you go
Is this really the end?
You are my one last love

-this is my one last gift,.... even though it ends with a goodbye.

it's about time?

2010-04-15T19:16:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

i am currently depressed. exams are almost over and we're left with holidays. my teacher DID say that this year's exams came earlier than last year's. I'm kinda thankful for that. it's not like i hate my schoolmates. i just don't like them. actually, some of them are nice, but i kind of more attached to andrew, nadia, kevin, and those guys. they understand me better, they gave me what i need and they never let me suffer alone. I'm thankful for that.
i love them. i really do. they are the best gifts God has ever sent to me. it made me sad when i think about graduation. nadia and i will walk to different paths. andrew and kevin are going to college. i often wonder: will we stay the same? i am thankful for them and i haven't repay them. i think i'll cry when andrew graduate. maybe i'll shed some tears in my graduation, and i will cry real hard when andrew, nad, and the others say 'farewell' to me. ...

and those panda eye-bags will stay under my eye for a looooooong time.

yeah. totally.

- Well, I will not grow up! You cannot make me! ~Peter Pan

- time waits for no one.

- I hope your dreams take you... to the corners of your smiles, to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities, and to the most special places your heart has ever known

o-ha-na :D

2010-04-15T19:16:00.000+07:00

st. regis. singapore

from left to right:
me , justin, bernard, yasmeen, bryan, che2 :)

- they said i looked lyk a boy -__-

replay: 2009holiday

2010-04-13T14:27:00.000+07:00

Genting highland. miss that place so damn much

oh how time flies -__-

wheelclock place :)

-It's passing, yet I'm the one who's doing all the moving

- As if you could kill time without injuring eternity.

up up to the sky!

2010-04-12T19:29:00.001+07:00

erm. thailand vacation. 2009.
when i lit up the fire. i prayed . maybe i will find my true love someday

-i'll forget the world that i knew, but i swear i won't forget you

our day

2010-04-10T19:36:00.002+07:00

dear damned diary,

yesterday i had a hangout with my friends. they're uber disaster !!
first of all, nad got an injury and i must go all the way down to get a band-aid.
second, when we're having lunch, they took those bloody pictures of me. great job, andrew. GREAT JOB
and we watched clash of the titans but it was rubbish. i yawned all the time. i tell you what. don't watch it. how in the world could zeus fcked a human?? it doesn't make sense at all .
...
yeah, totally.

oh. let me post our pictures. well, not our. it's nad and andrew's actually.
i knew i'm a good photographer, so i let myself took photos :p

check it out:

he's studying. it's a rare sight -_-

say rawrr

-Sometimes, you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

stitch ♥

2010-04-06T18:16:00.000+07:00

just a picture i took last year.
somewhere in singapore. i forgot -_- i think it was plaza singapura. :)

-Ohana means family. And family means no one gets left behind... or forgotten.

floating around

2010-04-05T21:56:00.000+07:00

clouds symbolize my imaginations.
it floats around, always come out of nowhere -_-

- i'm jealous of the clouds. they have no problems.

jazz concert

2010-04-04T22:26:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

before all of my blah-blah, let me say Happy Easter to you who celebrate it.

today i went to GKJ to see big brother Andrew's performance. they are from marlupi dance academy
actually, they're fcking good really great. i just want to give them standing ovation. too bad i was too embarrassed :b.
i met his friends and they're very good, but i just can't face that 'guy'. he's too scary ok?
we spent two damned hours, we watched the show, we took photos.
thanks to big brother andrew, the photo become blurry and white spots appeared between the edges.
shit -_-
oh and kevin tried to take a photo too but he failed lol
i know it's such a waste but i thin it's alright, since all of them were having fun,
after all, this is big brother's last performance. ;__;
...
no. i didn't cry. i'm just sad that they're moving to adulthood.
i just want all of us to stay in this same timeline, in the same frame, forever. unfortunately,
life is cruel, and it goes on. it reminds me of my unfinished problems, and it keeps getting on my life.

-私は彼に会っていなかったしたい

-if one of my wishes could be granted, god please stop the time for us.

spread the fun

2010-04-01T21:07:00.001+07:00

dear damned diary,

i am kind of disappointed today, you know, i had a promise with my big brother to hang out.
but it was cancelled !!!
what the hell ! it just isn't fair okay? -___-
*total disappointment* fuckyeah not fair

anyway.
i was like being a good girl today :D
i read bibles and watch christian movies, and listen to christian songs :) quite proud of it.
what? me being buddhist?

....

who cares. its a general knowledge :)
studying is not a sin :p

but as soon as big brother choi andrew went online.
you can see those horns on my head and red tails :)
oh i just love to torture him :p

the first thing i said to him was:
me: "oh, i just hate you"
choi: "whyyy?"
me: "because it's APRIL FOOL"

:D

haha. HAPPY APRIL FOOL guys. :)

miscellanous~
task : see the sentence below. which one is the 'lie'?
1. I love to lie
2. when i lie, i do it seriously
3. I'm a good liar

:p goodluck finding the liee :D

-you can't fool me when i am fooling with you :)

quotes

2010-03-31T21:27:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

my brain is working too well today. lucky today's exam is math :D
anyway. i got some good quotes today :) hope y'all like it ;)

relationship with boys are the most complicated. as long as i remembered, lv and marc jacobs have never broke my heart before :/

RT @loversinlondon If there's one thing I learned is that there would be no gossip without secrets. -Gossip Girl #loversinlondon

RT @loversinlondon Life is the flower for which love is the honey. -Victor Hugo #loversinlondon

RT @loversinlondon I hate having my soul on the other side of the continent, but I am so glad it's with you. #loversinlondon

RT @sherrrlynnn RT @DamnRightTweets: People like you are the reason why we have middle fingers! #DRT . *hell yeah i heart this one so damn much

RT @loversinlondon It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all. -Samuel Butler #loversinlondon

why bother being a princess when you can be a queen? :p

RT @loversinlondon Love is when u cant pay attention in class cause you're forever writing your first name with his last.#loversinlondon

RT @TheLoveStories: If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart, I’ll stay there forever. -Winnie the Pooh

we're not gossiping, we're networking.

#aprilwish for all my 'brothers' to be happyy :)

this is for today. visit my diary tomorrow for new post :)

-meidyvie, i'm your typical celebrity and you know you love me. ♥

disney

2010-03-30T22:38:00.000+07:00

toy story & little mermaid

check it out. total awesomeness :)

new life.

2010-03-30T14:31:00.000+07:00

dear damned diary,

i recently have just realized that my problems are veryyy complicated.
that's why i just put it aside :)

well, who cares?

by the way. this week is just the best. i'm trying to relax.oh i just can't wait to be king. to meet big brother andrew. lol. long time no see him :)

ehm, that's all for today. see you :)

-i'm not immature, i'm just having fun. you should try it sometimes :)

crap 2

2010-03-24T11:46:00.003+07:00

dead damned diary,

life is just not fair, is it?

this week is just the worst. it's just that i can't seem to find any conclusion for my problems.

hell yeah, problems

its freaking me out when i realized that you and i couldn't be happy at the same time.

precisely.

well. what i really want is not really important. it's just my ego told me that i need it.

i kept telling myself that life is not fair -__-

all of this 'relationship' thingy is weird, ok?

screw those problems.

so when i started to think again how to solve the problem, i'd ended up sitting silent in front of my notebook like a fool.

it's just that i just want all of us to get what we wanted.

and i'd heard someone whispered it's impossible to me.

my alter ego is actually making me head over heels for the guy and i just hate how i'm addicted to it.

i've got my own conclusion, and unfortunately i can't answer it just yet.

-do you believe in that so-called-friendship.

and when i found the answer to that question, i'm sure i'll solve this problem,

- i wish life is a paper. when you want to start it over, you just scrap the page and start it over.

crap

2010-03-22T18:56:00.004+07:00

dear damned diary,

okay. i am in a major dilemma. this girl guy thingy has made me completely messed up. 2 days of lack of sleeps and bad thoughts and i ended up being a fool, my thoughts are completely right, goddamnit.

yeah i know it since the first time but i kinda regret it. this whole thing is just shit.

i think god is giving me obstacles -_-

i know i'm nothing but a freak, but, hey, a freak is still a human, and a human deserved to live.

i just need a happy normal junior high school life okay?

maybe this dilemma is crushing me, both mentally, physically, and what so ever.

i just felt that this is a punishment from god.

actually i've always been wondering which side am i on.

buddhist, christian, it's all a hard choice.

and for myself, that guy and this girl is just the same.

well, i kinda need someone who don't mind to lend their shoulder for me to lean on.

i need someone who'll cry beside me and laughed beside me.

and cry for me .

i know all of this is just crap, but i think i'm gonna cry today :(

-i really want to say 'ihateyou' as you turned and walked away, but i ended up crying and saying 'istillneedyou' :(

NBA vs PERSIJA

2010-03-21T22:02:00.003+07:00

so, kko andrew and i was talking about US best dance crew. jabba something something, and we ended up comparing his dance crew with that jabba jabba. here is the conversation:

meidy says:

hahhaha

jabba is going downn

Andrew says:

jabba ituh kerennn (jabba is cool)

haahhaa

Andrew says:

terhebat dari US (they're the greatest in US)

hahahah

meidy says:

masih kerenan u dance ! (ur dance is still cooler XD)

hahha

u terhebat se indo :b (ure the greatest in indo :b)

Andrew says:

klo dari indo my choreo punya dance crew (my dance crew is the best from indo :p)

hahahhaha

meidy says:

hahhaha

Andrew says:

kagk lah (no, i'm just kidding)

my choreo ituh paling jago di sini (my choreo is the best in the academy)

meidy says:

ooo

hahhaha

gpp i anggap seindo (no prob, i'll take that as the greatest in indo)

Andrew says:

jabba wockeez tampil di NBA championship (jabba wockeez danced in NBA championship)

meidy says:

u tampil di persija kko *i dont want to translate this one, he's gonna kill me*

hahhahahhaha *laughing maniacally

Andrew says:

my Choreo dance crew tampil di Asian basketball league

enak ajahh

ahhaha

haramm

hahaha

meidy says:

nyahhha

aduh sakit perut

Andrew says:

ada jga di gebukin dsna

meidy says:

hahahh hah\

Andrew says:

hahaha

ituh tuh smua dayakk

PERSIJA ftw XD

lol. this post is just for fun , so..

no hard feelings okay? :D

p.s. goodluck on your broadexams dear kko kko :D

good luck

2010-03-19T20:57:00.005+07:00

dear damned diary,

i did my science and account exams today.

and it didn't turn out well....i think

anyway.

good luck for those who'll get their broad exams on monday :)

good luck kko andrew & kko kevin & the others okay?

i'll pray for you guys. lol :D

-today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday ♥

HEARTBREAKER

2010-03-17T19:04:00.001+07:00

love is pain

love is cruel

i'm sorry but i love you.

.lovesick.

-_________-

2010-03-02T16:56:00.002+07:00

i'm sick

hell yeah it sucks :(

but its fun :D because i skip my school. *hooray*

anyway my doing math in tuiton today.

we're doing this kind of equation:

x²-@#$%%^$

------------------------

(2x-3)(x+1)

*forgot the first part*

and he goes like this

sir S: egg square minus this and this and thiss.

me: egg.square?

sir S: and you see this egg? two egg minus tree times egg plus one.

me: egg??? tree???

sir: this egg young lady. *pointing X*

what the hell!? how can an "X" become an"egg"

-________________-

okay. im confused and im not gonna touch math books -_-

long time no see.

2010-02-24T20:37:00.005+07:00

hey hey heyy. sorry for the hiatus guys. damn exams.

so today was great. not entirely great but just great.

tomorrow is my final day for the exams. *hooray*

so i was doing singlish thingy with my tuition teacher. and what surprises me is that he understand everysinglewordIsaid.

yeah okay state the obvious, my grammar is not perfect 'kay? just get over it oready XD

so i was learning this sarcasm thingy with my teacher, johny s, lol.

john: kay guys open your books page fifty and do part b

may.l: *automatically* john i dont understand

john: have you read it may?

may: nope

john: shame on you.

lol.

so i start a conversation

me: john give us example larr

john: so, this one you put in this section, education, negative comments

me: but its all about sarcasm

john: well not all of them. you do sarcasm when you *blahblahblah*

IN PROGRESS

denna: john, you smell

me: is that a sarcasm?

john: ....NO

me: is that a sarcasm?

john: ..YES

me: you're just my favorite teacher ever.

anderson: now THAT's a sarcasm

oh and we played guessing games

me: john, what should we play?

john: dunno. let denna choose

denna: *wrote a huge HANG JOHN on a paper*

me: ouch.

john: well anyway guess what color is my socks *grin*

me: black

john: nope, its pink

me: damn.

john: *correcting* it's dang

me: my turn. guess what color is my sock

john: green

me: nope. i dont even wear socks :p

john: DAMN !

class: *in unison* IT'S DANG !

john: damn.

Lmao

not funny meh? whatever lol.

oh and blog promotionn. guys you gotta check this outt.

she has awesome talent i tell youu

epic :D

tagged you xD

support peach-chelle :D

*iwantnikond40formybirthday :(

S-E-O-U-L

2010-01-26T13:16:00.002+07:00

hey guys, check this out :b

서울 by 슈퍼주니어 & 소녀시대

i know they're cute. lol :b

congratulation, myself :)

2010-01-24T16:58:00.003+07:00

24/01/2010

dear damned diary,

i am so happy today :) i joined an english competition today. and the best part is. *taa dahh.

I WON

1st award: 1st winner of Penjaringan district.

2nd award: 1st winner of North Jakarta municipality

and for the next two weeks, i'm going to have a special lesson for the next competition. we are going to compete for North Jakarta. lol. at first i didn't think we're gonna win the competition, but we won instead. lol

HAPPY-GO-LUCKY

thanks god we won. but we received "what-is-so-great-about-winning" glare from the other school. lol

no prob cause I DONT CARE and I'LL NEVER CARE.

maybe that's it for today. bye :)

-let me thank god for everything he did for me today :)

-can you here me calling for the stars? :)

gwendolyn :)

2010-01-23T22:04:00.003+07:00

dear damned diary,

today i went to my sister's house. she gave a birth to a little angel called gwendolyn. (it's a GIRL.fyi).

cool name, huh? lol. but honestly i think that name is quite unique. kind of extraordinary, well sort of.

anyway, we were there for hours. my nephews were busy playing nintendo wii. lol. meanwhile, yasmeen ~~made the baby cried many times~~

took good care of the new baby. and she's proud of it.

playing wii is not 100% fun. they play, they lose, and shout like a mad dog. lol.

my nephew, bernard borrowed my iphone, and i somehow regretted to gave him my phone. he made me ran out of battery. lol. but it's okay since i brought the charger *taa-dahh.

okay. this is the worst part. bernard and his brother, bryan were quarreling to decide who'll get MY phone. they both didn't want to lose. *kids. and so, i bid my phone farewell. thanks God it still came back in one piece. but their dirty fingers made the screen dirty. lol. i told them to clean it.

and when our parents stopped chattering *urgh argh blah blah. we went back home. my cousin decided to have a sleepover. and damn, she kicked me outta my bed down there. lol. whatever.

mm hmm maybe that's it for today. too tired to post anything else. so bye :)

one hell of a day is finally over, let me thank God for everything he did to me today, amen :)

issho ni ikkou

2010-01-23T00:31:00.004+07:00

heyaa everyonee.

sorry for the hiatuss :(

lol. it's 12:40 a.m in my phone. i just finished updating my blog and i'm proud of it !

I LOVE MY BLOG EVEN MORE. hhha

new blog, new song,

although there's not much to see, but please visit my blog :)

i really appreciate that.

lol. maybe that's it for now.

thanks to adam linanda lee who shoo-ed my boredom.

oh and i'm thinking about adding a tab filled with my gallery :)

give me your comment, will ya ! lol.

can you hear me calling for the stars?

xoxo, may

hello world.

2010-01-10T15:17:00.004+07:00

hi guyss. first of all i wnna say happy new year to youu :)
sorry for the laziness. well what'd u say? I'm me alrite? and lazy is me :)
well. iHEART2009 and its holidays :D
i went to thailand, kl, and sg. quite bored actually but nah,it's ok.
my dad said dat i shop too much ==
somehow i ddnt car though, cause ther's no word such as 'shop too much' in my dictionaryy.
i ddnt upload the photo. it's quite tiring. but if u wnna see the photo just go to my facebook profile, and hit iHEART2009 :)
hit it!
there. not much.
maybe that's all for this week. see you :D

you know you love me :b
xoxo, meidy :)

p.s. ilymy :(

Pandora Hearts.

2009-10-17T22:30:00.006+07:00

hi guys :D

i drew oz and break today :D

come and see :P

this is oz :D

and this one is break :D

i am deeply madly fell in love with this madly mad hatter :P

isn't he cute?

don't tease me will you?

i sure am not a good drawer

but i still love myself.

tee-hee <3

that's all for todayy

Gemini and me

2009-10-11T21:12:00.001+07:00

I took a quiz in facebook. see it.

I think all of them is right :):)

GO!

Gemini Strength Keywords:

- Energetic
- Clever
- Imaginative
- Witty
- Adaptable

Gemini Weakness Keywords:

- Superficial
- Impulsive
- Restless
- Devious
- Indecisive

Gemini and Independence:

Gemini are extremely independent. They will not be pinned down by anyone or any rules. They need to experience the world on their own. Change and freedom are extremely important to Gemini, they will never let anyone dictate them, they are extremely independent and freedom is essential to their mental well being.

Gemini and Friendship:

Gemini make very interesting and exciting friends. They like to leave their mark on everyone they meet. They are very flighty and will disappear for a long time as they meet new friends and explore new places. But when they come back, they will have new thoughts, opinions and interesting things to share and ideas to teach. Life is very interesting and fun with a Gemini friend. If you need any advice, Gemini is the one to ask. They are masters of communication and they can help you get what you need by helping you with persuasion and enthusiasm, and they give good advice too. Do not however, bog a Gemini down with all of your emotional problems, they are not want to deal with it because it depresses them and steps on their freedom if you need too much long term help, support and follow up. A Gemini friend can fill you in with the latest gossip and if you love conversation, the Gemini delivers! They are very generous with their friends, they will spend lots of time with you and share everything with you. Even though Gemini is a social butterfly, they always need time for themselves and that should be respected.

Gemini and Business:

Gemini tends to disperse their energy on different tasks and not just focus on one thing thus leaving a trail of unfinished projects in their wake. If they were to focus their energy in one place, their cleverness and intelligence would allow them to complete their project with success and creativity. Gemini makes an excellent manager, they can motivate a team with their enthusiasm and vitality. They also make excellent salespeople because their ease of communication allows them to be clever and make a comeback to anything a person says. They can persuade and manipulate very well. They can easily justify any move they make and explain any action.

Gemini Temperament:

Gemini have the ability to react instantly to situations, and as a result, they have a very nervous temperament. They can be compared to a wound up spring as they attempt to absorb everything they can about their surroundings at once. The fact that they enjoy various situations and people add to their nervousness and that means they are almost constantly wound up. However, if they experience boredom and have nothing to survey, they get the same emotions, the need for excitement and variety. This is the Gemini duality, constantly conflicting emotions in one spontaneous, excitable package.

Gemini Deep Inside:

One downfall of Gemini is their superficiality. Instead of looking deep into a person's real qualities, Gemini will judge a person by the way they treat them. This can lead Gemini to have wrong impressions of people and can cause problems ion relationships. Gemini's can have feeling of discouragement and moodiness although they never allow this to be seen by anyone but heir closest friends or family. Gemini usually want everyone to think that they are always happy and doing wonderfully and stress never affects them.

Gemini in a Nutshell:

Gemini people are many sided, quick both in the mind and physically. They are brimming with energy and vitality, they are clever with words. They are intelligent and very adaptable to every situation and every person. Gemini are curious and always want to know what's going on in the world around them. They are not one to sit back and watch the world go by, they want to be involved. This can sometimes make Gemini nosy, they do not mind their own business! This is because they really enjoy communicating, more so then most other astrology signs, they are the ultimate social butterfly. Gemini can talk and talk, but they have interesting things to say, their talk is not mindless babble. They have interesting opinions and thoughts on things and are not afraid to speak their mind. They are always in the know and are the one to see for the latest juicy gossip. Lacking perseverance, Gemini easily goes off topic to explore another thought or idea. Gemini are superficial, they will form opinions on matter without diving into them and exploring them fully. This can lead them into thinking they know everything, which they usually do but their mind is too busy to be concerned with fine details. Routine and boredom are Gemini's biggest fears. Gemini would rather be naive then know the depressing truth, they do not want anything putting a damper on their freedom or positive energy.

fuckyouveryberrymuch

2009-10-09T19:31:00.002+07:00

hi bloggie.
i am currently so annoyed and irritated.

it's all because a girl and a boy.

fucking girl and shitty boy

aaargh.
i want to erase their existence outta my head.
cause it's annoying
and it's irritating
and it brings nothing but it is frustrating :D

anyway. i'm so happyyy~
because i had a progress test today :DD
so easyy. kkk . RIGHT BAO?
maybe i'll get 100% :D

tomorrow is saturday.

saturday schedule :

6-7 am: morning stuff

7-8 am: do homeworks

8-11 am: chinese class

11-00 pm: waiting + do piano papers (or maybe play ds) kkk~

00-1 pm: lunch :D

1-3 pm: piano lessons

4 pm: go out??

at least writing in my blog can help me forget all that stuff

oh, and yea. for D and MICHAEL..

-FUCK YOU VERY BERRY MUCH-

love, meidy

xoxo

MY DEAR PIG

2009-10-08T20:31:00.003+07:00

♪my dear pig♪
syalala. 1. 2. 1. 2. 3 go :D

imsohappy :D

2009-10-08T17:07:00.003+07:00

hi bloggie

hi tomodachi <3

sorry if i didn't reply your taggie

or if i posted something trashy

that's because

i am lazy

and i am busy

too lazy to be busy

and too busy to be lazy

so from now on i will go monthly

weekly if i am not lazy :D

and if you see this post closely

almost all of them ended with -y

isn't it lovely :P?

SO. end the -ly thingy cause it's so trashy :P. show you a video again. vocaloiddd. :D

kagamine rin. BE MINE.

enjoy :D

oh and of course it's jumpy.

because the title of this post is imsohappy :D

-sayonara-

HAPPY 1000th VIEW ANNIVERSARY ♥

2009-09-22T05:19:00.002+07:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR BLOG ♥

okay actually it's not the real anniversary. sorry for that. but I have 1000 people saw my blog ♥. at first, I wasn't so sure that I should make a blog because I was afraid that no one would saw it. >___<

But Becky made me believe it is wrong :D. Love you becky ♥. Although maybe people says it's unimportant.... it's important for me, and it made me happy.

YAYY. enough with the chit chat. for this anniversary, I want to show a little present for you♥

Sorry if you didn't like it. I'll try to make it better and better .

I'm currently addicted to vocaloid. and I'm lovin it. these songs are in my top-5 addictive song-list . enjoy

let's start with the 5th. ♥

5. WORLD IS MINE

world is mine

by kagamine len

4. OVER

over

by Hatsune Miku

3. SPICE !

Spice !

by Kagamine Len

p.s.: omg. LOL

2. LAST NIGHT, GOOD NIGHT

Last Night, Good Night

by Hatsune Miku

and the first rank goes to....*drumrolls*

1. 空に届く砂の山

sora ni todoku suna no yama

by kagamine len

special comment ♥: to tell you the truth. I know nothing about this song's meaning. but it kinda makes me relax. so, kagamine len had successfully made me fall in love with him ♥ GO VOCALOID !

2009-09-19T20:18:00.000+07:00

i just found out a fantastic movie. it's Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland (2010). Hooray. *overacted. wtv, I just found it out when I saw youtube. kkk~ I can't wait longer for that movie~. so here goes the poster.

and here goes the synopsis:

Years after the events of the first two adventures, Alice (Mia Wasikowska), now nineteen years old^[3], attends a party at a Victorian estate only to find she is about to be proposed to in front of hundreds of snooty-society types. She runs off, following the White Rabbit (Michael Sheen) into a hole and ending up back in Wonderland, a place she visited in a similar manner 10 years before, yet doesn't remember. Wonderland was a peaceful kingdom until the Red Queen (Helena Bonham Carter) overthrew her sister, the White Queen (Anne Hathaway). The creatures of Wonderland, such as the Cheshire Cat (Stephen Fry), Tweedledee and Tweedledum (Matt Lucas) and the March Hare (Noah Taylor), ready to revolt, wait for Alice to help them. With the help of the White Queen, the Mad Hatter (Johnny Depp) and the Caterpillar (Alan Rickman)'s tea, Alice starts seeing flashbacks of her original visit, back when she was seven.

anyway. my friend, flo went to US today. I hoped she has a fun holiday. I wished I could go too, *back to reality. Girl, I had 5 piano papers to do ! I can't go anywhere >__<. thanks to my besties, holiday doesn't seems so bad :D

by the way. I got my nails manicured. (of course not by myself!) and it's my first time.the results wasn't so good, I

didn't really care anyway. just trying~~. that's for today. cheers ~

-I dnt kno why but that plain dinner tasted really tasty-

MELT by 初音ミク

2009-09-19T19:58:00.000+07:00

Lalalalalalala...
Asa me ga samete massaki ni omoiukabu kimi no koto
Omoikitte maegami wo kitta "dou shita no?" tte kikaretakute
PINK (pinku) no SKIRT (sukaato) ohana no kamikazari
Sashite dekakeru no kyou no watashi wa kawaii no yo!
MELT (meruto) toketeshimaisou suki da nante zettai ni ienai...
Dakedo MELT (meruto) me mo awaserarenai
Koi ni koi nante shinai wa watashi
Datte kimi no koto ga... suki na no
Tenki yohou ga uso wo tsuita doshaburi no ame ga furu
Kaban ni ireta mama no oritatami kasa ureshiku nai
Tameiki wo tsuita. sonna toki...
"shou ga nai kara haitte yaru" nante
Tonari ni iru kimi ga warau... koi ni ochiru oto ga shita
MELT (meruto) iki ga tsumarisou
Kimi ni fureteru migite ga furueru
Takanaru mune hanbunko no kasa
Te wo nobaseba todoku kyori dou shiyou
Omoi yo todoke kimi ni
Onegai jikan wo tomete nakisou nano
Demo ureshikute... shinde shimau wa!
Lalalalalalala...
MELT (meruto) eki ni tsuite shimau...
Mou aenai chikakute tooi yo
Dakara MELT (meruto) te wo tsunaide arukitai!
Mou baibai shinakucha ikenai no?
Ima sugu watashi wo dakishimete!... nante ne
Lalalalalalala...

Proud of myself

2009-09-16T12:34:00.000+07:00

12.25- The 13th Alice has just realized that it is impossible to love your blog if it's full of crap

and that's why I moved it here and there, grab some pictures and put it here and there. *phew. don't think it's an easy job. it's pain in the *ss. however it's still fun to me, 'cause it's holiday and i have nothing to do :D

my blog has more than 800 views, but i don't know and will not know if they see my blog without tagging :'(. so please do me a favor, tag before you leave will you? it means a lot for me. so thanks :DD

back to reality, i'm doing nothing in this holiday. actually i did some studying for my school and my piano exams. it's forced and i have to because of my results. grawrrrr. that fcking teacher put a 58 in my exam report !!! shttt. i will be so happy if she has gone forever. *evil laughs.

so the whole point is because of that freaking teacher. i did some conversations in car with my mom otw home that day.

me: momm.

mom: what?

me: *put my fingers to ears.......i ranked 17th

mom: *screeches ...YOU WHAT??

me: *gulped.ranked 17th..

mom: *looking at me, scolding. AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN STOP THE CAR

me: *half dead

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW SCARY IT WAS.

--------------------------back home------------------------------

i handed over the report to mom. mom shrieked, dad came back.

dad: what's happening

me: dad ! that freaking ******* give me 58 !!

dad: oh. *walks away

me: *fall downn

THAT'S THE MOST AMAZING RESPOND I EVER GOT

and that's why i studied hard. i don't think i got less than 60 because i usually get more than 80 in that lesson. the reason why she gave me 58 because she hate me and i have the proof. let's see who win!! grawrrr. fckingg teacher.

FYI, I haven't finished my study so i'm going.

-anyeong-

-*cursing the teacher-

13♥09♥09

2009-09-14T09:40:00.000+07:00

meidy's here. hey bloggie. hi friends. sorry for the late post. meidy is currently freaking out because of her freaking exams results and her freaking assignment which was given by her freaking teacher.

but it was okay

'cause 13.09.09 is the best day ever :D. meidy met her bff. MASK *kyaaaaa. and her other friends. :DD cheers for me :D. btw, let talk about MASK :D. *drumrolls

a-hem !

MASK or what we called phantom of the mask. *gyahah. made this up myself. is a group, an organization which consists of 4 teens. 2 boy 2 girl. MASK is a group of bff :DD

I LOVE MASK !

put the cool name aside. 'cause to tell you the truth, we're not cool. we're doing this 'MASK' thingy for 1 purpose, 1 vow, and 1 promise and it's secret :X.

MASK consist of 3 crazy teen and 1 normal kid. *bleh. just count the crazy people as 4 :D
they are...*drumrolls

Meidy. *that's me :D
Adam. *cheapskate :P
Sherlyn *good friends for me to tell my hell of daily life. (no offense sherr)
Kenzie *the good guy :P

sorry for the crazy post. i just wanna show my friends here :P. fyi, i don't have many friends, so this is the bset tme to show my friends.

gotta go
bye

mood of the day : freaking out
activities right now: daydreaming